I got high for the first time and it was certainly something

So after turning 21 I wanted to try partaking. I started with just 2.5 MG which made me feel hardly anything, so i doubled it to 5 mg which barely made me feel anything, so I doubled it again to 10 mg.

I was not ready for 10 mg.

I took an edible, which was a mistake. At the time, I was kinda turned off to the idea of smoking, since it seemed far more abrasive than taking a gummy. Boy was I wrong. For the first 30 minutes I thought I was sober, but looking back I was definitely starting to feel the symptoms. I ended up impulse buying a retro mp3 player from the 2000's which is not sober behavior from me. But now it's coming in the mail, and I'm planning to review it for y'all at some point.

then at the hour mark, I realized my thoughts were becoming more and more nonsensical, and then before I could process it, the brunt of the 10 MG hit me like a fucking truck. All I remember is my vision closing in and saying "oh fuck, oh fuck" to my friends over and over. I was watching ENA at the time, and I had to turn that shit off immediately. It honestly started to freak me out as I kinda felt trapped in the high, as that numbness and heaviness pulsed in my brain. My friends helped me calm down, and after a while it stopped pulsing, and eventually chilled out. from that point on I just felt SUPER spacey. I know everyone says this, but it honestly felt like I was dreaming. I could only focus on one thing at a time. I'd string together a thought that didnt make any sense, then forget about it a couple seconds later. I was also talking to my friends, and kept asking them if i was talking too loudly or was talking too much. They reassured me that I wasn't. Time was SUPER slow. I remember making a sandwich and placing down every individual slice of meat felt like it took forever. Speaking of sandwiches, everything I ate while I was high was the best thing I ever tasted.

Eventually I said bye to my friends and went to bed, ready to be sober again in the morning. I dont remember much about going to bed, just that i watched a couple youtube videos that didnt make any sense to me and felt like they were hours long. Then I fell asleep.

And then I woke up, and I was still high.

Honestly this pissed me off. I was just ready to be sober again. Granted I wasn't as high as I was before, and honestly this level of high was kinda nice. But for the entire next day I was just waiting for the high to slowly subside. I was finally fully sober at around 12AM.

The intense beginning and the overly drawn out ending of my experience with weed kinda turned me off to it, at least in the edible form. It just felt like a chore after a while. If I ever try weed again, I'll probably try a cart, since ppl tell me It's a lot easier to control

Anyways, that was my experience. Be safe, love yourselves, and have a good day!