Is rel1gi0n th4t 1mp0rtant? TT

So im liking a new boy these days but idk about him a lot, the only things i know is from what our friends had been told to me. So as normal i dont wanna be an judgmental person before talk w him and get to know him by myself but EVERYFUCKINONE saying that he's an reaalllyyyy conservative person and im not a fan of that back-minded(imo ofc i do respect the believers) religions typ shi and almost everybody knows this bout me, and that includes him 2.. 

He and his friends always says that same-religion is a need in a relationship but i dont really think that this is the only thing that matters for them. Im not looking enough feminnen nor beautiful and i think that they use it as an excuse and its just hurting me much more bad lol

I didnt tried anything w him for now but im extremly worried and shy ,cause of these subjects. I also do have anxiety in normal and also is very shy but at least when i was liking someone i was more honest and brave and all but like idk how to explain it, plus he doesnt looks that intrested in relationships 2 im so down that i could only hope the look and religion things are just excuses of him but ITS MUUUCCCHH WORSE FOR ME CAUSE if the problem is not my look but is my religion we couldve handle that by speaking and respecting each other but if these are just fuckinexcuses than what am i supposed to do i dont have anything special to get his attention and took his intrest, just like i said im an very shy person if im not close w some1 than thats mean i will only stare deep into their soul and hope for them to not get me wrong like its jus how my personality is TT

I tried and still trying my best to change and get better at my social skills im working real hard for it but ig somethings never changes at all</3 Whatever, what i was saying is idk how to sociallize w him but i finally added him on insta(he was not acceptin my request ,cause my nick is a lil too weird and my pfp is an cartoon character so he did think it was an fake profile) sooo maybe i can just text him and send him some reels??? lololol now the only problem is he knows that im liking him and being a lil cold to me for me to not get false hopes ig im just scared if he ignores me, dont text me back, give a dry text maybe a seen or shits like that TT

Im totallu miserable i talk this w some of ma friends but they are too busy with their own businesses and cant help me at all i feel lonely i do think too much i need a guide sooo badd

AND ALSO he has a girl that obsessed w him, he did rejected her for 8 times and she still trying texting and liking him and im a lil scared from her cause she kinda has a wild personality and if she learns that i find him atractive i fear she would straight up beating me up and would make me regret i born.. thats the other reason for me to think these 3 things:

First, i should give up 

Second; i should make him gifts gave him stickers and stick them to his face, hand etc. and talk w him, wave at him everytime i see him instead of ignore him everytime i see him & things like thisss

Third; should send reels, text, my cat's goofy and funny videos/photos and if this not works either fuckingive up and go cry to my friends and told our mutusl friends that im not his soulmate and cry to them too

These are my options for now but even if i do think and daydream about these, its not easy for me to do them in actions. Sadly, ill just gonna pray and beg god for good lol.

Im gonna inform news as long as i remember seeya for now!!!