im not a friend collector!!!

ok sooo im thinking about unfriending everyone i dont talk to, i have 20 friends and i literally only talk to ONE of them, but i guess thats better than no one... the thing thats really bugging me is that im thinking about trying to start a conversation and send a message first but i feel like that would just be weird! like hi there im that weird person you sent a friend request to like 3 weeks ago!!! you also probably dont remember me at all!!!! you can just IGNORE ME IDC!!!!! (i do care, i care a lot) if your going to send a request message me first, its in my general section I AM NOT A FRIEND COLLECTOR!!!!!! "just message them" IM NERVOUS I CANNOT EVEN ASK MY MOM TO BUY ME ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!