day FIVEEEE (or whatever) ૮˶- ﻌ -˶ა⌒)ᦱ

right I have so much to catch you guys up on.

ive been in hospital haha!!!! (not haha)

my appendix burst >< it was NOT fun, I was really sick. I thought I had some serious period cramps or something. nope, I start projectile vomiting and shit so I go to the hospital and they're like "shawty bae you have appendicitis" and im like "okay ho take it out" and the doctor is like "youre gonna be fine dont worry"

AND THEN MY APPENDIX BURSTS INSIDE OF MY BODY and I go into septic shock or something I can't really remember honestly because I was so high on pain meds. but hey, im alive, and I have a sexy new scar on my tummy hehe.

I also managed to get into a situationship for 5 days and then get the ick and ghost him.

NOW BEFORE YOU COME AT ME!!!!!! he was kinda weird. like, he started full on love bombing me, telling me I was his princess and his angel and his good girl (im not really into that honestly but its okay if u are) and he told me he loved me on the THIRD DAY OF KNOWING EACH OTHER. sir calm down!!!

anyways, it was last night and we were talking and I was like half asleep and this is what happened 

him

"you know, youre so pretty"

me

"thank youuuuu!! I dont look that pretty cuz im on my period lol"

"wanna see how pretty I think you are?"

"sure"

NOW I THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE SOMETHING CUTE.

I was so wrong.

he sends me a snap.

im like okay whats this

IT WAS HIS PEEN

now ive never seen one of those before, cuz im a christian and I like the idea of saving myself for marriage wether that be with a boy or girl (conservative christians dont come for me plz) and so I dont watch p0rn or anything like that, but MY GOSH IT WAS UGLY.

I kinda freaked and threw my phone away and then didn't text him back. 

and then this morning he has the audacity to get mad at me. like sir you sent me a pic of your THING, your ugly THING, KNOWING I WAS A CHRISTIAN AND THAT I DONT LIKE THAT STUFF.

anyways I blocked him ><

oops who did that 🤷‍♀️

anyways 

my finger is healing pretty well actually, it still hurts but it feels better. it reminds me of when I broke my foot a few months ago and how it hurt for like 3 months and it still hurts to touch it which is annoying.

ummmmm anything else to say.... uhhhhhh

nah I can't really think of anything honestly. I start therapy next week which is fire honestly, I have a lot to unpack 

SORRY IF YOU GUYS MISSED ME I MISSED YOU TOO :(((((

see you tomorrow guyssss 

evevevie