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ive wanted to write fiction since i was in the 4th grade. I've done nothing but create stories since then. the last time i wrote anything for fun was 3-4 years ago. i don't know how to do that anymore. if i ever write at all it's only because i feel like i'm running out of time. my sophomore year is over and i only have so much time before i'm supposed to publish novels in hopes that someone will read them. i dont even have a good idea other than shitty fanfictions i haven't touched in years. i dont know how to write for fun anymore and that's breaking my heart because writing's been the love of my life my whole life. i dont know what to do. i dont know what to write. and i dont have much time left.