heh.. sigh..

when you like someone but they are one of ur best friends and you can't tell them because you know damn well they don't like you back and you dont wanna ruin the friendship :/

i started crushing on them a couple months ago idk what to do. ive been so sad bc i highly doubt they like me back. all i can think abt is them. :( all i want to do is hug this person every time i see them and hold hands w them. 

this person is very clearly asexual and im scared that if i told them i liked them they would think i wanna get freaky with them but no T_Tl(i make a lot of freaky jokes although im not freaky) im starting to think im ace as well

im also just rlly insecure abt my appearance and idk if they think im ugly. also i look younger than i actually am and multiple people have thought i was 1-2 years younger than i actually am so that makes me feel even worse abt my appearance