just uploaded my first Youtube video in 4 YEARS!!! Back and finally became HER??

Diaries of The Feminine Introvert

I just uploaded a yap session on Youtube and I have mixed emotions. I let old thoughts hold me back from making moves. I compared myself so much that I didn't even want to attempt anything and then my mind got cluttered. There has been some awakening lately though and it feels pretty nice! I've been creating from a space that feels very familiar to when I started Youtube back in 2013 when it was just to get out of my shell. I can honestly cry because not only have I been posting more, I'm not following and specific rules or guidelines. I've never been one to niche down and I believe that my interest makes up who I am. Is it so wrong to tell a story of who I am though sewing, fashion, pole, plants, and all things that makes me ME? Yeah, to top off this momentum... I just posted a Youtube video basically breaking up with the old me, old habits, and mindset. Thank You God!!! I wasn't sure how much longer until I just wanted to give up on everything but I can feel that I was put on this earth for something. I may not know what that is right now but if I can keep showing up for myself and others then the purpose will reveal itself. xoxo, The Feminine Introvert