LIFE UPDATESSS

this is where im going to start giving plenty of life updates!

okay so this started on Saturday (17/5/25) I had a friend over lets call her D. D and i wanted to go out, and she opened a snap from a guy who just so happened to be with his mates and have some drinks. We joke to them saying oh we should sneak out and go over there and ask them if theyd come pick us up. 

They say yes, then the next issue was getting out of my house. D suggests my window and i say fuck it why not. We quietly take the screen off WHILST MY DAD IS AWAKE and climb out the window, and over the side gate and book it down the street. We keep walking to a very close maccas and wait. THEN, D gets a message that the guy that can drive DOESNT WANT TO GET US because there is only 2 girls and 3 of them. after we already snuck out.

D and this guy we will call O, come up with a plan that I will say i want to see him, lets call him BL. So they start saying that I want to see BL and eventually he gives in and the three of them (O, BL and E) come pick me and D up from maccas. 

Me and D both knew what we wanted to happen, so as we got in the car i sat next to O in the back and D next to me whilst E and BL are in the front. We drive back to BL's house and get out, and im walking up the drive way, and i realise... IVE BEEN HERE BEFORE. what are the odds! it was my old family friends house! weird. We all walk in  and BL sits on his bed, me on a chair next to it, O on another chair opposite me, E next to him and D on the end of the bed.

We all grab a drink and chuck around a vape, and have some convo. I start to feel really bad about what we did to BL, but what can you do now. O and D had a fade and started to fight each other then O kicked her in the leg and she was done, was quite funny tbh. After that we go back into BL's room then i pull D out to talk to her. I tell her to start to move closer to E and then go back in and O and D leave the room instead. Me and BL start telling E how to rizz D and what to do and then I go out to D and O and me and O tell D to go back in and sit on the bed right next to him.

She does as we say, and me and O sit down on a lounge in the living room, and at this point BL still thinks im here for him, but as we are sat, O asks 'So why don't you like BL?" AND AS SOON AS HE SAYS THAT, BL WALKS AROUND THE CORNER, HEARS, FACE DROPS AND LEAVES. fuck it was bad. 

We go back into BL's room and O says to D and E who are now cuddling to get out of his room so they don't root in there. They leave with us and go to the lounge room and we help get the fold out lounge out. Me and O decide to take BL's mums room and we go in there and lay next to each other. At one point we had already walked in on D and E making out too i just forgot when. THEN, after me and O bickered about who was gonna make the first moves, I rolled ontop of him straddling, and we started making out. THEN FUCKING E WALKS INTO THE ROOM. THAT I LOCKED? 

(This is where it gets freaky mb mb)

His fly was undone so we know they was gettin freaky already. he leaves and me and O get to it. I aint gonna tell full details here bc idk what i can say and can't say, but let me say, ive never had a better root in my life. Holy fuck it was good. We all plotting to run it back anyway.

OKAY NOW, we get dropped home at like 5:50 IN THE MORNING and sneak back in. but we didnt put the screen back on. then everything was fine the next morning until monday night. my mum comes into my room, and says 'dont lie to me. im not stupid. where did u and D go.' cooked. I explain that we left the house at midnight but stayed around this area, and pray they dont know we met with them. she is disappointed and leaves. Now i brace myself for dad. But he never came into my room.

The next day i wait, then go to school scared to go home. I was also still confused as to how they actually know. Then Tuesday night, dad tells me to go to my room and he follows. I get a small lecture on how dangerous it is which i do understand, i know why im getting in trouble, but ive never been more scared in my life. I just get told i fucked up and dont do it again, and that im grounded and have to put my phone out at 7:30 every night :( no more doom scrolling for me.

I DOUBT anyone will read this but hi and thanks if anyone is here rn xx!!!

21/5/25

Second day of being grounded and im fuming. Me and huzz been having great chats all arvo and i had to cut it short to had my fuck ass phone in at 7:30. Im selling bad. Cant doom scroll, cant chat to my friends, all i can really do is rant and study... im good thanks. 

school was pretty mid today it was my friends birthday and I got her the 'very good girl' perfume she wanted! Ive been feining bad for a choof and can't go get my own for obvious reasons. someone k$ll me !

Ive actually been thinking about huzz a lot, and after the root i actually think i like him a lot.... like he been on my mind all day and i was for some reason hoping id get kicked out so i could just ditch school and we can hang all day becuz he just doesnt go to school anyway. But ive been thinking bout him so much. OMG I JUST REMEMBERED

So i opened one of his snaps and there was another guy... i replay it because i think i know who it is.. lets call him L. and L and i used to date. So i save it in chat and say who is that, then go open L's snap, and who is it? O. Are you fucking serious. THEY ARE FRIENDS. IVE NEVER WANTED TO D!E MORE. this was pretty bad. then they were downtown together and snapping me each other, and then O went back to L's house. where i have been. same place in his room and all.... very weird why is every person ever fucking connected. Then we was snapping and he was saying 'oh he has me in his bed and hes playing a game' blah blah and the next one he like pat the bed next to him and i said 'on my way' and next one is a video of L next to him saying 'he got it first queen.' wow. 

He is actually hilarious without even trying or i just like him too much but he calls me queen and ALSO SAID MA'AM TODAY but is so so insanely zesty its too good. Fucken sassy ass man. But at the same time he is so derro such bloody chat ghetto lingo but its REALLY bad. But idc its hot get me wet or smthing like that idk okay who tf said that yeah? 

Anyways, thats my shit ass day, mwah x