I just want out

I really kant take dis shit no more, im so fuking tired of living, but i jus domt got a way out, wif danny, my mom, and my dad sister and cousins, i really just kant leave, and it fuking sux, honestly im not sure my family would even kare, neither do ik if danny would kare, i love danny and he loves me, but i really hate the thought that it would probably only take him 3 days to get over my death. I really hate myself so much, im such a bad person, everybody hates me, i genuinely disgust myself, im so ugly, i wish i was dead, the docter said my momwas liegit unfertile, why the fuk am i here? Was i just put here to fuking suffer? Gosh i just want to die, plese let me out, i cant fucking take this dhit panymore i hate myself please i just want to die