rant about sick LMAO IDK

HIIII, its me again ! how you doing today :33 , good , i hope?? i know im not using proper grammer but im too sick to fix it tbf 😭

SOO basically since last thursday i woke up with like REALLY bad back pain and then proceeded to go to a disco on friday which caused my back pain to get worse BUUT the disco was really fun and i got to spend time with some friends i haven't hung out with in a while. 

Anyways, the pain slowly dissapears and then on Saturday i get a fever and every thing sucks and now its today where i have barely eaten and then proceeded to get my blood moon alpha that happens every month while being sick and then proceeded to throw up green 😭 but im so so tired i have no idea what i'm doing tbh like i'm hot and i'm cold your yes and your no nah but im so sick and i still have to finish schoolwork bro eaaaaaaaurh

and man more self reflections because that's what we do around here, i hate people pushing to learn more about your past or whatever has happened to you , even when you're not close? and no, this isn't people simply asking but constantly pushing you ykyk?? 

like i talk about something personal  and now your striving for more info and pushing my boundaries when ive clearly told you no 😭 Like i understand maybe you wanna learn more about me, self analyse me or whatever but man i really don't wanna tell you that stuff and i don't want you to bring up what affected me etc again, unless I bring it up again you get me??

This is lowkey really embarrassing because i realise so many people i've known for a while can see all these blog entries of me yambling and it makes me look like a loser sometimes but man a part of me wants some person, any person to read all these random thoughts and could possibly relate, be cringe be free 😍 

Nah but you can also yap in ur little blogs too !! i personally find it pretty cool and it gives you more insight on the person and also lets you reflect on yourself !! which i value very much.

ALSO i feel like ive gotten worse with tone over text its really bad bro 😭 like it mostly depends on the people but man i feel like ive fallen off 

OKAY gonna sleep now because tummy hurts and i might combust again i hate everything, goodnighty tighties sillies..