I just realized that I'm gonna amount to NOTHING... all I do is complain and do neurodivergent shit!!!! my only interest is music and that wont get me anything because I suck ass on the bass. dude I cant even remember stuff that happened a year ago and my parents dont like any of my friends. ma boyfren is like no help at all because all he does is complain about him and his stupid ex. he's a total lost case and I'm just like "oH wElL hE gIvEs Me CaNdY" I'm just delusional and stupid and I cry all the time.

oh my gop (WAARNING!!! realization and stoopid teen WARNING!!!!)
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miao
your boyfriend is a little bit Odd for talking about his ex often methinks... but i can offer advice for liek doing stuff !!! iam Also often worried im never going to amount to anything and i struggle really badly at not rotting and so recently ive been forcing myself to do stuff and thats kinda the only thing ive found that works despite that being So fucking annoying to hear i know,,, if uou wanna try making music without real life instruments you can get stuff like fl studio off of internet archive !! i find it very fun and also its therapeutic to put all your neurodivergence and self hatred into your work i do that and its a nice outlet..
good luck on your journey to like be cool and not to go and rot dude !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im rooting 4 you !!
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THABKYOUTHANKYOU !!!!!! i am rooting for you 2!!!!!!!!!
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