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     hello everyone, i'm back :) can you read me?

     it's been a few days since my last (and first) entry. not much has happened since then. i went to work, read some manga, watched some netflix. i even went out to the bars with my coworkers last night, which was fun but i came to regret the drinking in the morning haha. i've been at peace recently but peace often doesn't come without loneliness.

     i was thinking about the frailty of life earlier and as much as it makes me want to go out there with full confidence and do everything i want to do and say everything i want to say, its like i physically have this shyness restraining me. but i'm going to try my best to break out of this shyness and do what i really want to do. i find it much easier to talk on here in the vast emptiness of cyberspace.

     also i got to sit in the passenger seat of the car today, which is rare for me because i'm usually always driving, and it was such a pleasant feeling. being able to feel the movement of the car through my body while bathing in the warm sun almost made me fall asleep from how comfortable it was. definitely looking forward to my next trip in the passenger seat. am i a passenger princess? haha probably not i like driving too much.

     well, i don't have much to update on today but as i continue to ruminate in my lonesome i know i will have more interesting entries in the future. but i did just wanna send an update to all of you out there. keep smiling, keep dreaming, and most importantly, keep living.

     p.s. i saw that my last entry got five "kudos" and i was genuinely so touched. i can't believe five other people saw my writing and took the time to read it and acknowledge it. it truly touches me. although views and likes are oversaturated in today's hyper-online world, the fact that five real human beings, with their own lives and dreams, connected with me is humbling. and if you do enjoy my blog or just vibe with me please don't be afraid to send me a friend request, i would love to connect.