some people just make me feel physically ill when i speak to them.

i've noticed that recently i cannot bare myself to actively speak to certain people, they make me ill. like they are trying to seek something from me i literally do not have. but i don't know why i haven't just blocked them, maybe i'm waiting to see how long it takes for them to realize i just flat-out don't like chatting to them or something, who the fuck knows?

i don't dislike them for personal reasons, like for example religion, ethnicity or etc. i just don't relate to them, i don't have any romantic interest in them let alone any interest in them to begin with. i just am not for them, and vice versa, but they don't seem to see that.

goes for some irl people, for one reason or another, goes for some online people.

obviously, this doesnt go for anyone who chats to me on here, also doesnt go for anyone i used to  chat on here and moved to discord with you's are cool.