RANT ABOUT MY "FRIEND" IN SCHOOL

RANT ABOUT A "FRIEND" IN SCHOOL

heyy guys. im bored so im gonna rant about this one friend that i have because she just makes me so maddddd. ok her name is going to be donut because D is the first letter of her name.

ok to give you guys some background, im in my last year of secondary school and i met her in my third year. everyone changes classes in the third year so everyone is new to each other. me and donut ended up being friends since we both had no one. i also have another friend named potato (which i've been friends with since the first year but shes in different class this year). almost immediately, me, potato and donut become a trio because we were all introduced to each other by different friends.

* this is just my side of the story and what i think of donut so don't come after me if you say im a bad friend. ;-; *

so the reason why i started slowly hating donut was because of her attitude and personality to others as we slowly started becoming closer and i got to see her true colours. i think the realisation that donut may be a bad person came to me probably at the start of this year. theres so many things that show here actually qualities so im just gonna write chapters and events that really stood out to me.

Chapter 1: Spoilt/Bratty behaviour

To give you some context, Donut is a single child and you could say she's quite rich. (by rich, i just mean she and I are in totally different tax brackets and backgrounds) There's nothing wrong with being brought up wealthy but its just the way that this type of upbringing made her as a person. She's had everything she every wanted handed to her on a silver platter and she expects nothing less. Its the way she begs her parents for expensive/designer items and when they refuse to, she calls her mom a "bitch". like hello??? 

I've never gotten anything expensive from my parents. If i wanted something, i had to work for it or ask for it for my birthday present. And here she is demanding for gifts on a random thursday.

Chapter 2: Tonedeaf

Ok, this part of the story includes potato and this is mostly her experience that she told me herself. However, i don't really recall most of the stories but i just know that overall, Donut is quite tonedeaf and she doesn't understand that she hurts peoples' feelings sometimes. The most memorable one was during recess when potato brought food to school and she wanted to share with donut (i couldn't eat her food tho cuz of my religion). Potato brought her traditional food made by her mom and when she opened her lunchbox, Donut had the audacity to say "Ew, why does that look kinda digusting?". I don't understand how that came out of her mouth, How can one be this ignorant? I kept quiet and didn't say anything at the time because i thought they both were close enough for them to say that but she later told me how she felt about donut saying that....

Chapter 3: Weird obsession with her crush

Donut has a crush (his codename was ditto) and they used to sit next to each other their falling out since donut confessed to ditto but he rejected her. She was obviously bitter about it but i guess it also fueled her weird obsession with him. She would always point out the tiny details on him and make lengthy theories as if she worked with the CIA. This obviously got too annoying since all i heard in my brain was "ditto this. ditto that", I heard her voice ringing in my ear every night when i went to sleep at some point. :/ I started replying to everything she said about him with "Oh." or just completely ignore what she said/being dry. however, this didn't work because she would continue talking until i got a reaction that she wanted.

Another thing that was such a RED FLAG from donut was when potato was bullied by ditto's friendgroup. AND INSTEAD OF SIDING WITH POTATO, SHE WAS DEFENDING HIM. i felt so bad for potato because they were saying really nasty things about potato irl and also online. what donut did was quite selfish of her.... and i think it kinda shows how she puts her crush first over her own friends.

Chapter 4: Pick meeeeeee

I don't really like using the word "pick me" on girls since i like to assume the best of everyones intention but she has just gone to far and pissed me off too much. Me and donut, like every girl in school, would gossip. We obviously shit talked a lot of other people and said a lot of nasty things. We're bored in class and god forbid 2 girls spread daily informative news ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I've noticed that everytime, me and potato ends up talking to some of the boys in class, potato would always point fingers at me saying that i was "mean/rude" for what i was saying. WHEN SHE AND I KNOW DAMN WELL THAT SHE WOULD SAY THE SAME THINGS BEHIND CLOSED DOORS. i'm actually really close to the boys since i've known them since my first year and im quite comfortable with saying the things i say. 

Chapter 5: Manifestation 

I recently went on a religious pilgrimage (umrah) where muslims travel to mecca and pray basically. i'm not really i religious person but i had just tagged along with my family, i've never really practiced praying before this trip. But a few days before this trip, I got so worked up and pissed off at donut that when i went to mecca, I PRAYED AND PRAYED to god that He would make me easy to leave our friendship. 

I've always believed that everything happens for a reason and recently, I think that something like "karma" is real. 

Chapter 6: PEACE 

I HAVE TO TELL YOU THIS, IM NOT A CONFROTATIONAL PERSON *AT ALL*, im the totally opposite of extrovert and i just like keeping my peace. So I didn't think that i could get away from donut before graduation (my plan was just to block donut after we graduation). 

Potato had the idea to just be as dry as possible to donut so that she got that idea that she didn't wanna associate with her. And soon enough, donut asked me about why potato was being avoidant of her. I PLAYED DUMB AS ALWAYS AND SHE FUCKING BELIEVED ME.

OK so fast forward a bit, donut and potato were texting each other long paragraphs about how it was best for them to distance from each other. And now, I spend more time alone with potato since they both don't wanna see each. EVEN THOUGH, i'm still kinda "friends" with donut, i see her less and therefore, hear less of her annoying voice (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) 

Ookkayyy i think thats all i have to say about donut. i'm kinda paranoid about donut finding out about this blogpost cuz some of my friends in school have my spacehey account but its not like donut is msart enough to find my account. heh.... OK BEYEYEYEYEYEY