yknow, sometimes it does suck. feels like you miss out on a lot in life, like someone else is getting to experience all the fun stuff about growing up while youre stuck watching, or depending on your role in the system, maybe youre stuck dealing with all the negative things that happen. that can really pile up. but your system is your family in a way, and it can be a really beautiful thing! you always have someone there. if you work together communication becomes so much easier and you dont feel like youre missing out on as much stuff! youre a system for a reason, and that reason is to keep you alive. it feels less and less like a curse the more you work together <3
i am the host ov our system, we doth not know who is our main one is, i got accused ov something i didst not doth, it was doing ov one ov our persecutors and i even apologized, took all the accountability, i doth understand why they didst not believe but also even the persecutor admitted it was him, not me. i doth not care about fun stuff when we were child, i was all alone by myself compared to others. i didst not has't friends or anyone by my side and connected within myself and void (my name is void because i am the void) etc. Etc.
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to live knowing you are being fed to the human meat grinder is such a horrible way to live.
♡ jovi 🐹
yknow, sometimes it does suck. feels like you miss out on a lot in life, like someone else is getting to experience all the fun stuff about growing up while youre stuck watching, or depending on your role in the system, maybe youre stuck dealing with all the negative things that happen. that can really pile up. but your system is your family in a way, and it can be a really beautiful thing! you always have someone there. if you work together communication becomes so much easier and you dont feel like youre missing out on as much stuff! youre a system for a reason, and that reason is to keep you alive. it feels less and less like a curse the more you work together <3
i am the host ov our system, we doth not know who is our main one is,
i got accused ov something i didst not doth, it was doing ov one ov our persecutors and i even apologized, took all the accountability,
i doth understand why they didst not believe but also even the persecutor admitted it was him, not me.
i doth not care about fun stuff when we were child, i was all alone by myself compared to others. i didst not has't friends or anyone by my side and connected within myself and void (my name is void because i am the void) etc. Etc.
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