face

yall ever feel like your face just isnt facing. like everyones face faces but sometimes my face doesnt face when i look in the mirror it blends in with the furniture and wall behind me. i dont mean it in a conventionally attractive way, i mean like sometimes my face just does not have an essence or content at all. it doesnt appear in the depth in a way that shows that its infront of the furniture and wall, doesnt have a different colour or shape, its just part of its surrounding. like, a human face stands out in any photo, but sometimes mine just doesnt. it blends in with inanimate objects. it doesnt really radiate anything but it isnt dull either, you know? like sometimes i just look in the mirror, at my face, and feel that despite it having every characteristic of a human face in theory, it just does not have any human characteristics. like im staring at a wall with nothing on it. my features arent featuring.