boreed

hi guys its me again you probably didnt know me tho so okay. i just feel realllly bored today, i have 100 songs to hear but nothing to do, im writing this at 2 pm and i dont feel like im doing anything in these 14 hours :c ///// i dont even know, things that used to make me happy is now becoming too normal and boring, ive tried playing games, learning new things, talking to my friends and still i dont feel like ive done anything today. i wanna try to go outside but it rains, and i have no one to go with, and i have nowhere to go to, and i have nothing to go for. i feel like doing school assignments or projects arent that bad at all, i just wanna do something else. i couldve play more games, i didnt even play that much. i couldve learn more things, but that makes the day get even more boringgg. i probably should read or watch movies, i dont know tho cuz im not used to

and here it goes, i realized that im too scared to do something new. i dont know if i can change that? "what would other people say if i do this" or something keeps coming from my head. i know its not that bad, i can just start now, trying things ive never tried, go to place ive never visited. i still cant do that, maybe if thre are friends i would. oh yeah, pls take me anywhere but the thing is i think my friends are too unemployed to go outside heh