day review (yesterday)

[i wrote this yesterday but fell asleep while doing so]

ima give it a strong 9/10

today i took part in a crucial shot 4 the show im working for, n even tho i probably wasn’t that necessary, i was there.

just as i should b in my life, but it’s like i forget this most of the times.

what is goin on that makes me feel so numb towards my life?

i got 2 see an acting school id love to b in, not bc i like that one in particular, but it’s what im mean to do: what id like to see in my future, the way id wanna earn my money.

but i dont know if i can afford all of it.

i am not sad and i dont know why. i am living a time where im happy but im doing nothing. 

is this what life’s all about?