Wtf is wrong w my classmates?!

So... hello everyone, idk who u are but if you're reading this it's because I'm already dead... not really but it feels like that.
I mean, I don't hate my classmates, they are funny but they have their groups and all that sh1t, I'm new in that school, yes, but is not a reason for them to ignore me or something. I just have two friends there and I love them but sometimes I wish I could be normal and talk to my other classmates like I talk w my friends. 
I'm complaining like this is my diary but it's the only way I can vent without feeling like I'm bothering someone, maybe I am bothering you but if I bother you just stop reading so I don't feel bad about bothering u all.