the thought of purging friends

it's like a judgement day at this point.

i hate having such a short friends list, because i find it's just a reminder what i put myself through? i accept friend requests leniently sometimes, i usually hunt for people to add, and the friend requests that finally go through, sometimes it goes nowhere

i want to give people chances but i have ocd, so a lot of times i end up just itching and itching to clean things out and when i do it, there's very little left... :P

i just find it's so easy to unadd so many people because i don't find a lot of people who use profile comments on their own accord, i end up posting bulletins that aren't commented on? maybe i'm thinking into it too deep, just because i'm too conditioned on attention like most mainstream socials work?