Vices and vices

I haven't been active, and I probably won't be. I show up whenever I have time, whenever I have access to a computer and I remember...

But recently I have found myself getting deep into some shit. And although letting some habits go, I let many others in.  Although so many years have passed by, I'm still ashamed of being direct with what I mean, and it is rather childish.

Overconsumption takes a toll on you. I can't find fun in what I used to do, I can't stand to be with anyone I don't already know, i know a very little amount of people. Everything is so disgusting, everyone is so cruel, everyone and everything arr so much worse than just closing in.