me

my brown hair is like everyvone else

my eyes are a shit color

my skin it's pale, or white, nobody cares 

my lips are small and dry

my face is ugly

my hair looks normal.

nothing is interesing in me

i'm boring

i'm small

i'm fat

i'm a rat

no,

im a beaver.

i love who don't loves me

i love cookies

i love ice cream

i love read

i love romance.

but

i hate be so alone

i hate my face

i hate my  body

i hate my voice

i hate me.

i am complicated

maybe stupid

i'm silly.

i am in a constant swing

back and forth, over and over again

one side is the hapiness

and the other side is the misery.

.

.

i'm alone

maybe that made me write this...

how sad.