11/29/21

8:24 AM

I'm back at school now after break, which kinda sucks, but it's not that bad. I'm in my 8 am class with the screamy teacher right now, but we're just having a free period, so it's not the worst.

After this I have math, though, which sucks majorly.

My birthday's almost here! Just about a week. On the 4th me and Q are going to this amusement park to celebrate. It should be fun!

On my actual birthday me and K are gonna call and play games. We'd go actually do something, but they're in a different state.

We have a long assembly at the end of the day today, so I get out of all my classes like 10 minutes - 1 1/2 hours early. Me and one of my friends that also can't deal with the noise are gonna sit in the cafeteria.

My last period before the assembly is French, and there's a kid who sits at my table who always gives me a migraine, and then I'll have to go sit by the loud which'll make it worse, but I have tylenol so I'll be fine.

My lunch wave is right before last period, so I'll have my Dr. Pepper still when that's happening. That'll make it suck less.

I get out of this class in like 30 minutes, and then it's on to math.

I get that like I'm just a freshman and I don't have the life skills needed to be an adult and blah blah blah but I truly cannot wait to get out of here. People always talk about high school being the best time of their lives, but I think maybe that doesn't work the same way for people in my circumstances. 

I'm hungry. I remembered to bring snacks today, though, so I can have something to eat. It's just a matter of whether or not I'll be able to. 

These granola bars are really good but they always make me super thirsty. 

I got Midnight Sun from the library and I'm hate-reading it. Edward just really thinks he's so edgy and cool. I'm only like 30 pages deep and it's atrociously bad. He's edgy about wanting to kill Bella and he's edgy about not being able to hear her thoughts and it's all very annoying.

I can't wait until break. I have to go to the bathroom So Bad rn. My math teacher won't let us go to the bathroom cause we have a 10 minute break before her class which is stupid. Some of us drink water Brianne please chill.

I've been texting K all day so far because I'm really not vibing and I didn't wanna be alone, but they went to volleyball. It's not a huge deal because I get out in like 7 minutes though.

Midnight Sun is due back on the 1st, so theres 2 days left. I can read it by then, because I read during lunches and at night, but it still sucks. I should've read it more over break.

I will be glad to part with it, though, Edward's just whiny.

9:00

12:16

Well, this didn't go as planned. I only have $1.25 in my lunch account, which means I couldn't get food. I hate it here. Now I have to ask my mom to put more money in which is very scary. Also I don't get food. 

Back to Midnight Sun for the time being.

I texted my mom. Very nerve wracking. 

I'm hungry. Good thing I have some snacks in my bag.

12:23

12:44

I just wanna say I watched her scan my card twice and the receipt come out twice so

12:45