SUMMER GOALS !!!

Okay,this will be a quite long,haha!

Firstly, (15/05/25) , I have end of year exams soon, I'm going to write some simple predictions:

• A in Science
• A+ in Math
• B in English

STUDY

Staring with summer goals,for me around last month of school (July) & actual summer holiday until September 9th,which is my birthday!:

[1] I want to start DIY more often,mainly for fashion my sense of aesthetic and most best,my room!Would absolutely rock a goth room,my self-expression.

[2] I want to express myself more,I do already in fact,too much hah!Wearing clown makeup would look soso cute!Probably goth makeup too,white foundation, would love to support a small business (specifically sunset makeup,long story!) I don't care if I get judged,just hope my strict mum would let me,don't care what she says too much either!

[3] I want to be more active,let's go on walks,to the gym and shop all over London,my lovely home place.The comfort would surround me, my twin sister would support me.

[4] Once I get good grades I'll rank up good money (if I'm looking back at this and I got bad grades I'll kill myself), I want to buy so much goth clothing!More of a rivethead/cybergoth clothes.

[5] Go to car boot sales , they have such cool stuff , not only will I buy from there but I also would love to sell my pins there!I'll make generic pins,easy quick money,pound each!

[6] Dye my hair , I say this so much but I don't do it , asked my mum and she got real pissed , said my hair was falling out which it SO wasn't, ugh!Love to do it green and blue , maybe for my birthday heh, or I'll do it by secret ..

[7] Check up on the garden!My family planted many seeds , lettuce , tomatoes etc!Might have a farm in the end haha!

[8] More confidence than ever, I want to be good online , not meet people who ruin my mental health , actually , check up on that (paraphilic) friend , see how he's recovering,eh?

[9] Meet up my online friends!I'm planning with a couple friends actually!I want to see my school friends so often,I'm gonna miss them so much!Already feeling sad!Lots of love!

[10] Remain grateful and steady!Get a better therapist or remain the same.Optimism is my best friend!I'm sad often but I don't want to bring it up or I'll get worse!I want people to smile at the sight of me,I love you all!I don't judge you,we love you!

[11] Write down my feelings, gosh I really don't want to,it helps heavily though , but I realised I already do on here!I'll just do it more often,mwah!

[12] Read,read so much books , why did I stop reading,lol!

[13] Quit addictions , I'm already stopping it now,I'm doing well!

[14] Learn how to draw better,though I'm not bad!

[15] Write more,examples like fanfics,lolz!

[16] Remove myself from toxic online communities!I hate them...!!!

[17] Blog on my private youtube!If my cousins come over then I'll do it with them!

[18] Be braver,braver,braver,bravest!

[19] Better diet!

[20] To not feel worried if I don't do any of these,few,or all!