Im going to try developing an eating disorder to get back at my mum

I've had enough. She's always on my arse about loosing weight and getting slim, and she has been since I was 10, I'm 17 now. Like when i was 10, she and my stepdad used to make us all go out for a mile run around our village every other day, then when the pandemic hit she wanted me to do core work outs every other day too. I stopped for many years because i had school but just the other day she said I won't suit a dress I got last year because I've put on too much weight.

I mean sure, I put on 2kg over the holiday, but common. She then went onto say that if I continue the way i am, I'll end up fat and ugly and no one will like me. For reference I'm 5'2" and 70kg right now. 

So, I'm going to take her advice. Daily runs, and only 800 calories a day for me until my birthday, then I'll go back to it once my birthday week is over. I know its unhealthy, but if she wants a skinny daughter god damn it I will be frail and sickly. I want her to regret everything, because the best tactic to cause mental anguish is to make them watch you cause harm to yourself. 

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