appreciation post for my best friend

I genuinely can’t hold back how much I love them. Like. It’s not even funny man. They give the best hugs and are so kind and know things I like, and listens to my rants and yap sessions… not to mention their style is gorgeous…like… I genuinely had a crush on them however I’m not sure whether or not it was like a platonic crush or whatever but that doesn’t really matter lol

I can’t help but smile when I text them or talk irl and like aaaaaaaaaaaa there isn’t an amount of adjectives I could possibly use to begin to explain how they make me feel when I’m with them it’s like being in the presence of your idol. This might sound like obsessive or something but I genuinely appreciate them so much and what they do for me and I feel like I don’t tell them enough. I mean they’ll probably never see this but if they do just know this is all true…

I’m so grateful I get to walk to school with them, I love hanging out 1 on 1 with them, I feel happy when I hear their voice…rahhhh

Like I also worry for them constantly for reasons I don’t think would be okay to share here for privacy, and I desperately want them to know that I love them with all my heart and wish the best for them all the time and……rhhwjwkewkmsms

I needed to say all of this because I’m doing some realising (weird way of putting it but you get the point i think? I hope) and that I just didn’t have anyone to scream all this at. Talking to everyone and no one at the same time is more comforting I guess? Especially when you don’t talk to them everyday and you’re anxious of upsetting people </3

In conclusion, i love you mistah phown (old ahh nickname but it’s specific enough so you know who you are)