IM BACK!!1

ive been offline forever... and thats mostly on me. but also, whenever i thought of logging in again jsut to check how things were, the servers were down. every single time, no kidding. were i to see the number 503 on my screen again, id crashed out  

now, about me. life's been... not kind since i was here for the last time. actually, it has been cruel. lots of stuff happened. the most recent one being me and my girlfriend getting outed. 

ive been depressed for quite a while now. haven't really done anything useful. im just existing and trying not to think. i hope this wears off soon.

at least some good things happened too. i try to see things on the bright side

thats it for now