Wtf are school exams

Why the hell am i so cursed, why does the year before me ALWAYS get easier exams and abt their exams its said its hard...... WHY JUST WHYYYY I practiced so much for nothing, nothinf couldve prepared me for this shitass final, why does my year always get stabbed in the stomach for exams just WHYYYYYYY I HATE THISSS I HATE SCHOOL I HATE 12TH GRADEEEE RHAHAHHSHSHD😭😭😭😭😭😭😭