i'm not reckless! watch, i can do something stupid and LIVE!!!

dklnslkdnks. 

good morrow, denizens of spaceface!

(MAN i keep getting the title wrong)

i learned what a paragraph was in terms of blog text formats today. good to know

i was listening to 頭ン痛 (HEADACHE) by Eipu and found its music vid with english subs.

if you're a vocaloid listener, you'll immediately understand what i mean when i say it sounds SO lively but has lyrics that are SO fucked up. literally the first lines of the song are;

AND I WAS LIKE OH!

MISS GIRL ARE YOU OK???

and then proceeded to say "this song is so real" w/o hesitation once i got further into the lyrs.

mostly because a), i am Always stressed out about Something if i'm not just doing fuckall and b), i have at least One anecdote that does kinda. teeter on the edge of overdose bBUT IT WASN'T INTENTIONAL. I HAVEN'T ATTEMPTED SINCE LIKE

14????

15 maybe actually but YOU GET MY POINT

(on some real shit i've been doing far better since then please don't get worried /gen)

(to be completely real wit you i made sure i could pussy out at any time whenever that Did happen. and i absolutely did because being on the brink of suffocation is Fucking Terrifying)

so anyways. the day before my parents bought me some extra strength tylenol for these headaches i started getting out of nowhere. not knowing our school Did Not let you take medicine while on campus, i popped about... several of those through my 4th period (went completely unnoticed) and lunch (which, to add, i don't eat lunch @ school most the time due to sensory issues). like maybe ended up taking 6 if not 7.

note that the general dosage of like ONE of those fucking things is 500mg

so that would mean 3000-3500 mg, wHICH DIDN'T DO JACK SHIT BTW

TYLENOL IF YOU'RE READING THIS YOUR PRODUCT IS STRAIGHT DICK AND BALLS

THAT SHIT SUCKS SO BAD AT ITS ///ONE/// PURPOSE

ahem. my bad

but yeah no i was telling my friends that Tylenol wasn't worth shit as i popped like another one and had counted the dosage

I was not concerned for a SECOND

and frankly, with how hard it is to overdose in the first place (haven't attempted; thought about it during a horrible point in my life at 13 and did research on it + experienced several people in vent channels talk about how they tried over and over again and just vomited) i didn't think i had any reason to be concerned

in fact, the maximum dose is allegedly 4000mg, WHICH DOES NOT MEAN I AM ADVOCATING TO TAKE THAT MUCH, but i'm just noting how it wouldn't have really done anything to me

(and it didn't. like ong i STILL had a shitty headache that WHOLE ASS DAY)

uuhh. moral of the story is OOONLYYY TAKE TWO OF ANY MEDICATION (UNLESS YOU ABSOLUTELY NEED MORE. THIS IS NOT AN EXAMPLE OF NEEDING MORE THIS IS AN EXAMPLE OF RECKLESSNESS AND IMPATIENCE)

BE SAFE DYING WOULD BE BAD

real moral of the story is Do Not Be Anything Like Me Please I'm REALLY Reckless Like All The Time