Fml

I hate my dad sometime

For not telling me shit and making me sad

Like today:

He didn't come to dinner tonight and I told him so.many times I wanted to hang our with him and watch movies and cook with him like we used to...

He doesn't tell me anything and he went back on his word AGAIN this morning about cleaning after himself

I always get my hopes up 

He has done this so many times im so tired of having to beg for his love (he thinks is all about money and that I wanted it when I dont)

Advice on how to tell him how this makes me feel?

Hes a no nonsense man and is emotionally unavailable / probably has bipolar and ocd