Silly Little Rant

It’s Kind of Empty Here

Spacehey feels a little empty to me. This isn’t actually a bad thing, for me at least. I feel like the internet’s biggest apeals are the anonimity and lack of expectations. No one is looking or waiting for me here. I can write whatever I’m thinking about and know for sure that only one or two strangers will see. Now, I know that there are thousands of people on this website. I know that people come to take a peak at my page every now and then, but that’s it. That’s where the interaction stops. Most of the time at least. 

I don’t know how to explain it in a way that makes sense, but it’s this mix of relief and something else. Like, I feel fuzzy when I think about posting here. Being sure of the outcome of events in your life is a rare thing. That’s probably why I feel the way I feel about how empty it can get here. I get to sort of disappear here. I’m like a silly little ghost haunting my own little corner of the internet.

If a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound? If I post a bunch of gibberish and no one is around to read it, does it really exist? Empiricism and idealism and all that mumbo jumbo. I don’t actually need to be witnessed to be real though. Maybe that’s why I kind of like it here—not for the conversation, but for the stillness. 

I’m just a goofy goober, leaving a trail that no one will follow in the infinate space that is the internet. That’s pretty rad dude.