i’m gonna get hypnotherapy from my ex’s mum

hey mofo’s!!!11! (ik no one reads these but IDC becuz i’ve decided i want this 2 be my legacy yay)

currently on the treadmill because i want my waist 2 be saurrrr tiny that they start a search party for that ho. LOL. anyways.. feeling really not real, like worse than normal so i’ve messaged my ex’s mum 2 c if she still does hypnotherapy (she does!!). gonna see how that goes i guess because just feel like my brain needs a full factory fucking reset. if ur reading this and u have never smoked weed b4, DONT… bc u might be rllyyyy unlucky like me and react rlly badly 2 it and end up actually brain dead in ur 20s like me :( </3 tomo i have a tattoo appointment, just for touch ups, but kinda going thru a rough patch a lil rn (as much as i can on the meds im on lol) so might get a new tattoo as well idk. also gonna call the doctors about not feeling real and see if they have any advice worth listening to. probably not though. also have a fitness consultation tomo with one of my favs ever (one of the pts at our gym). so might start having pt sessions with him but idkkk because feel like i should either pick therapy or pt but im rlly indecisive. also in the middle of making a yt video, its just me vlogging what im doing to get myself out of the rut im currently in, but im just gonna call it a self care week or something. anyways this is kinda long so im gonna go now ;p