bleh (life update, and something like that)

Well, the first half of 2025 flew past extremely quickly for me. Can you guys believe we're almost in July? I'm 20 now, and my life has gotten some of the most insane changes lately. I know this blog won't be huge or anything, and I'll try to keep things vague for saving my — and others'- privacy, but I wanted to sit down and write something that could compile a lot of thoughts as of lately.

Before I begin, what do you guys think of the layout? :D I took the time to copy it because of DELTARUNE! It's from the Spamton Sweepstakes site, where a secret link could be found that took you to an old-school-type blog made by my favorite character- and biggest kin ever-Noelle Holiday! Adapting the layout into a Spacehey format was a pain, but I want to use it until I find a new obsession to inspire my layouts on, hehe

Well, my life has been pretty crazy lately. I'm dating someone, for starters! I'm currently writing this at his house, hehe :3 it's kind of crazy, but we've been together for almost 5 months now! I cannot believe the amount of love and care someone was capable of offering to me. The gentleness and pure warmth that he has shown me is such a new experience that it's still hard to bring it into words. He means the universe to me, and I hope we can stay together forever :> I genuinely can't understand how lucky I am for having someone like him in my life >.< our whole story together deserves its own blog, but it was pretty romantic tehee I'm extremely happy YIPPIEEE!!!!

My last relationship was fully online (people in LDRs, I see you and I hope ur doing okay. Sending you strength), so now, just being able to hold his hand, or feel his eyes on me, or the way he smiles after we kiss!! I cannot tell you how wonderful it is to feel loved, to be shown love more than just being told it exists, you know? I've been healing from a lot of stuff from past relationships and trauma, and having him by my side has been the best help I could ask for. I hope I'm able to help him as much as he helps me, he made me believe in love again, too. I love you, R :> lots!!

On other topics, I started going to therapy! It was a little scary at first, but it became a part of my weekly routine and it has helped a lot. I expected to change WAY more than I actually did after I begun attending, but I've just been more… relaxed? Maybe?? I'd say I can now deal with things without wanting to spontaneously combust at the smallest of problems, so, that's real nice too :]

I got my first job too! It lasted a month, but it was a nice experience. It was so cool to be able to work at a cafe and SERVE people. I do wish it could've lasted a little longer, but I had so much fun nonetheless! I'm currently waiting for them to pay the hours I worked dot dot dot

IDK, I think what I'm trying to say with this blog is stuff like:

“Love still exists! There's people out there who will fall in love! Romance is not dead! Keep searching for what you truly want!”

“Things get better!”
“Working sucks, but you can take something from any experience!”
“Please pay me!!! I WANT MONEY!”
“DELTARUNE is an amazing game”

Yeah, that's all! Honestly, I just wanted to get into the groove of writing stuffs again.. More blogs are coming soon! Yeah. Cool. Awesome. Bye y'all :D

- C.

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