maybe we should all realise some ppl do have anxiety

i asked my classmates if they wanna switch turn w me since i dont wanna be first to present. nobody wants which i get it; no one would like being first when it comes to presentation. but wha i hate is when they talk behind me; i heard someone was liek "why would they even get embarrassed? theres nun to be embarrassed abt" and she wasnt talking in like genuine question. it was like downtalked(?) me,, im not embarrassed of u, if i want id shove my asshole right in front of face right now