I hate school (partial rant)

I probably sound like every other teenage girl for saying this but I actually hate school. I don't even hate it; I loathe it.

The kids are terrible for MULTITUDE of reasons, but I will focus on only three kids who make me dread going to school.

There is a kid named, Leo, and he causes nothing but trouble and is such a wannabe gangster. He talks in slang all the time and says I'm not a real people person because I "talk proper"? This concept has always confused me, but either way, he isn't black himself. He constantly throws around slurs like it is nothing and when he got beat up for it, he cried and wanted me to comfort him (he sees us are friends) even though I specifically told him not to go around saying slurs.

Next kid is Nevaeh. She used to be my friend before I stopped hanging out with her because she said: I was self harming for attention, I lied about being sexually abused, and I liked pdfphilia. All of these things, combined with the fact I was suicidual and already was being mentally abused by her, I tried taking my own life and when it didn't work, I distanced myself from her. She blamed me for not talking to her when she never texted me or back. I started hanging out with my current friends and stopped being around her. She started talking everyone about how I was sexually abused, how I self harmed, and when I tried killing myself. Now, she is just a loud mouth and is always gossiping.

Final kid is Vanity. She is clearly obsessed with my friends and I and it truly psychically hurts me. It is truly so embarrassing for her end. For example, she is seen copying my friends or my outfits. My friends have different styles: friend one being a clean girl, friend 2 being coquette, and I being scene. I am clearly out of place and Vanity dresses similar to the other two. But one day, I see her with heavy black eyeliner, a shirt she looks like she got off Shein, black shorts, and long socks + tights? Like, it was clear she was trying to copy me since I wore something similar but more custom made. It was so annoying because she tried acting like me and followed my group all day.

I hate these kids so badly. I literally only like 5 people from my school. And 3 of them are my teachers.


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omega marauder

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good luck with that


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