I'm a wreck

So...You remember this guy, Allen?

We've been talking and then quittin and then talkin and quittin again..we never got past the talkin stage to be honest. He's Givin me mixed signals and I don't understand any of him.

But gotta be honest, I kind of started to like him and that's a problem. Maybe I don't like him? But ugh I don't know.

So this is a problem IF I like him because I get sooo shy whenever he's around, I withdraw into my shell right away. And it's not so nice bc I like socializing and learning about people, meeting new people, all that stuff...when I put on my headphones and listen to some song, I can't do any of that! Eventually, people will forget about me! I wish I never met Allen, you know.

I hate asking for advice but you know, I could use some ;(