"Numb and Restless."

My existence is nothing but a mere fate

Everything I do is always way too late

From such situations I saw you rot alive

And yet, despite such fragments, I never came on time

Numb and gone away, my body feels at ease

Only when it's under the cold water's peace

It reminds me of drowning, reminds me of you

I don't understand why this moment feels so true

A lump in my throat and blood from my ears

I've deafen myself with the voices of my fears

I've become blind from the light that you had

I've become numb when your presence disappeared

Hold my hand, my fate's arrival is soon

I fear I will die just before you

These nightmares only lead me to one single hope

That sooner or later, this all will be gone

I wish I could be a beautiful star

But after death, we suffer as one

We're one rotten fragment, rotting alive

Our bodies are decaying and our souls are done

I don't want to die, I never wished I would

But I would change this option if I ever could

I don't want a fate to arrive so soon

I only wish to live

Without these cruel turns