trapped

i am stuck in this prison, an entity between 2 realms, both encapturing loneliness in different aspects yet they appear the same to everyone on the outside.

i feel as though i fell, not for you but for your tricks, for your abandonment filled infatuation with either me or my own

nothing left of you that i havent memorized, my right brain wrong in my emotions, failing at it's only task just for a hit of dopamine, this joint emotion either nonexistent or unreal,

youre busy? i'm busy. hello. it's always hey, hello, hi

yet we never said goodbye

to you, to my conscience, to the one photo.

xo