First entry!

I have no hopes that anybody will ever read my blog, it's just feels nice to write what's on my mind instead of keeping it to myself

I don't have anything in particular that i wanted to say, i'm just feeling a little under the weather this last week. I'm sure all my stress is coming from school because i'm constantly worrying about my grades and exams. Also my English may sound awful but it's my 3rd language so sue me okay. One of the reasons why i want to continue writing here is because i hope it will help me improve my language skills, i suck absolute ass at forming sentences in English that will sound gramatically correct and make at least some sense, and i'm not even talking about speaking English, i hate my accent so bad, but again, i have no idea how to improve it and where to start. Tbh i'm just scared and ashamed to even try to get better.

Coming back to what i was saying, school is draining me, summer break is near, but i'm so scared that i didn't pass my last History exam bcs every teacher is on my ass telling me that if i don't pass just 1 exam out of 4 i'm gonna be out of this school. And the thing is that there's nothing fancy about this school, it's fucking free, and their rating is not that high, barely mid, so i don't know why would they expell anyone bcs of this. These exams aren't that important tbh, unlike the exams i'm gonna be taking in the next year, bcs my next year is gonna be the last, so in my country we pass these graduation exams, which are unfairly hard. 

I feel like the more i think about this stuff, the more i'm just digging my own grave, i always stress about things, but i'm trying to obtain this "what's done is done" mentality, bcs there's really nothing i can do at this point.

Alright, i thinks this is enough, gonna go watch some horror movies, maybe play Alan Wake later

Hope i won't abandon this blog

Kisses, kisses, kisses...