"I feel like things are finally changing. My younger self wouldn't
probably agree with this, but I think I can say I love life now. Even if
my mom still yells at me, even if school is still haunting me, and even
if not all days are sunny days and not everyone is nice to me, I still
feel like life is worth to live. And I mean it. I want a camera to
capture all the wild flowers I walk by, the kitties I meet, my friends's
faces, and whatever comes up. Before I finish highschool, and before I
have to pick what I have to do for life, I want to be able to live life
to the fullest. I want to tell strangers how nice they look, I want to
help the helpless children to find who they are, I want to learn how to
make anything, and not to rely on money, because that's what everyone is
chasing now. I love life, I love my friends. I love stray animals and
overgrown weeds. I love dandelions. I love listening to music. I love
the stars and I love the sky. No one is going to take that away from me.
Even if I shouldn't trust how my life feels after 9pm, I want to still
believe. And I'm hopeful.
Older self, if you ever come back to these pages, I genuinely wish you the best, and that you still feel like this."
picture cause i dont want this to feel too serious
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catduck
I feel like for me over time life has gotten better. And whilst a lot of the issues about myself still prevail, it has gotten much better compared to when I was younger. I think a lot of people see teenage hood and childhood as the best years of your life. But I think things might keep getting better, because different people have different highs and lows in life. And some people just have to wait longer to reach the heights that life can provide. But sadly nothing will never be perfect forever there will always be points in which tension enters your life. But just because you can't rid sadness fully off the face of this earth, doesn't mean that you can't let the sunshine in your days get brighter or last longer. Also I like the Pokemon Black and White theme its pretty cool man.
i totally agree with you dude :] also thanks for noticing my layout!! jdamsnfa
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