FWB??

it happened again. with the same person, was drunk. I pulled her in. maybe that was my fault. it was wrong, but she came with anyways. I kissed her. she kissed back. things escalated fast."its my first time" never sounded so real. I did what I did cs I liked and like her. and I thought we felt the same way. not until she stopped and hugged me, crying, letting the words "I just wanna hug someone rn, I'm sorry" come out of her mouth. I understood and hugged her tightly. ik she needed it. she kept saying sorry, and that she didn't wanna make me feel like she was just using me (I never felt that she was). I asked her what we were, that if she liked me or if its just a 'thing'.  she said she did like me but couldn't commit due to her current mental state. I understood. It felt real that night. like we were something. before going out of the room I gave her a kiss on the cheek, and she planted one on my forehead. she bid goodbye before going out of the door, and kissed me softly. i walked w her to the gate and planted a soft kiss on her cheek before she left. but then morning came. her regretting everything, while I lay in bed touching the mark she left on my neck. a proof of that night. 

I don't get it. do u really like me? or did u just like me cs I was the one that's there?