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Especially since summer's coming up, I've been thinking a lot about wtf to do. I'm one of those people who sleeps until like 1pm if I don't set an alarm for myself, and even my alarms dont work sometimes ;-;. I dunno if it's just me but If I don't be productive on the weekends, I.e: Washing my hair, drawing something, sewing, etc... I'll just feel so worthless at the end of the day. (Idk maybe I should tell my therapist about this)
I guess I'm kinda just worried for the summer cause I'm scared I won't do anything with my friends or for myself and just end up wasting the whole thing. Like, in the phineas and pherb theme song they say that theres 104 days of summer vacation and it's SO less now. I wish summer was longer so I had more time to do shit yk? I get its like already 2 1/2 months but its still so stressful figuring out what I wanna do. I think I'll go to art camp which'll be fun.
During school days it doesnt happen because obviously im being productive by doing work at school, which is weird because I absolutely despise school. At least at school you sometimes get to talk to your friends and shit which is nice. Still doesnt change that the school system sucks ass lmao. Idk, Ig im just wondering if anyone else feels like that if your not productive? Maybe I'm just like mentally ill idk lol.
(Btw im prolly gonna start blogging more!! Idk if anyone really cares but its a fun outlet for me so you don't get a choice mwahahahaha)
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Mugi(ʘᴗʘ✿)
For me it's not doing anything or not being able to have a job and work. I feel really useless and end up getting depressed. I usually combat this with getting myself busy by doing mundane things. As for sleeping in my schedule as of late has been very messed up waking up around 5pm and wasting a day which doesn't help with productivity. I would say yes talk about this with your therapist and see what they have to say about it and ways you can overcome this. I hope you eventually get through this!
Stawhpp ur so sweet!! I hope you get thru anything and everything shitty in ur life aswell!! <333
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Thank you. I Hope you get good too
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