Random school lore drop🤩💥

This is the third time I am writing this, because the first time I did it directly on Spacehey and I accidentally closed the site, the second time I used Word, but for some reason it is the only document I can't open and now I am using my notes app🥶. Anyways, I want to write about random things on my blog, because maybe it will maybe improve my writing skills. I wanted to use my brothers tablet for this, because my laptop is going to fucking explode and it has a keyboard, but whatever I'll use my phone.

First thing: I am so stressed about my native language teacher. She always says she will check VERY carefully of we actually read the books we had to, but she end up doing a casual check up and I know this is not bad, but I waste my time panicking and asking myself "What if she is going to ask me something I don't remeber and the she will give me a low mark?". She also doesn't give us enough time to read the books as carefully as we are supposed to, but whatever🙄. Last year I thought she hated me and I was even more frightened about this class. It's not like I despise this language or literature, but I am fucking stupid. I wish I was more active, but my opinions aren't anything special and on top of that I am horrible at expressing myself, so anytime I actually try to speak I end up stuck and unable to finish my idea. Whatever, I guess I am good at other things, but almost all my classmates are cool and smart and I'm lowkey an npc☹️.

Second thing: I don't know how to feel about my history teacher. I think we are his favourite class, because our last test was half a year ago and one time he gave us all a good mark just because we behaved well. This teacher is mostly chill, especially now that the school year is ending soon, but I know he has an evil side. I mean it's confirmed, because other students have it really bad when it comes to him and i guess thats why I don't know if i should chill out or lock in😔. Not really that much about this guy, only the fact that he was absent for about 3 months beacuse he broke his fingers and then his leg🥶. He is just very smart, but also very dangerous!

Third thing: My religion theacher is making me feel uncomfortable. We had a discussion a month ago I think(a little TW here) and apparently he thinks that the best thing a rape victim can do is forgive the rapist, because the act they committed will now haunt them and they won't be able to reach heaven bla bla bla bli bli bli. WHAT!?!?! How can someone say that? I hope he doesn’t have any kids EVER and how did we even get to this topic. Little buddy i will NOT listen to what you have to say😟. He sometimes wants to hear my opinion on different topics and I just give him some bland response so he leaves me alone. He is probably my least favourite teacher at the moment.

Fourth thing: My physics teacher always speaks like she is from another planet. I genuinely don't understand a word of what she is saying, but it could also be because i was never good at physics to begin with. At the beginning of the school year we told her that we didn't learn anyting from our last teacher and she told us that it's our duty to exercise physics in our free time and it's because we didn't pay attention or some shit. Girl, this is not a real sciences class, leave us alone😭. She said a lot of times that we are molecules in a state of agitation, which I guess it's true, but it's way too funny for no reason. Whenever I have this class, it's the last of the day and it's very tempting to just leave, but it's not like I have a lot of things to do at home, so I stay😔.

Ok i think i will go to sleep now, but why was writing this highkey fun?!?!? I will probably do this instead of doom scrolling and destroying my brain even more than it already is. Also, please ignore any spelling and grammar mistakes😞.