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This is a blog post I made on tumblr - if the pictures don't work it'll be linked at the bottom :)
original tumblr post link: https://www.tumblr.com/w0lfblr/783287607098490880/happy-full-moon?source=share
The photo attached to this post is from my camera tonight, isn't she pretty? This camera went missing several years ago and I finally decided to replace it off of ebay after finding a crazy deal. I used to take photos of the moon all the time...
I am not a practising pagan or witch, at least not anymore, but the moon means a great deal to me spiritually and I think it always will. The only one that has been with me for my entire life, every heartbreak and loss and redirection, and who has never judged, only listened.
As someone who suffers with endo and pmdd that occasionally results in really dangerous psychosis, I grew to resent the moon for a little while. Watching it wax and wane and knowing with certainty that it was counting down to my next crisis made me choose to stop looking. But she's still there. I'm glad that she is.
I find peace in and relate a lot to werewolves, lycanthropy metaphors, etc. (go figure, my name is w0lf) and I love everything it represents - yes, the pain, the fear, the monster...but also the lust, the hunger, the sensation. It's a balance, and the moon always keeps orbiting.
On that note, if anyone has any recommendations for werewolf media - books, movies, music - that are not particularly man focused and delve into themes of sex and the body and queerness - please please please send them my way.
Enjoy these photos :)
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