breaking up

I broke up with my boyfriend.
it was soooo painfull, cuz' we been in love, like, an half oh year??? and I DONT KNOW what should I do now!!! mehhhh, fuck this relationships!
it was a long distance relationship. he was such a swetty, he loved me so much, and i loved him too, and, idk, everyday we texting, errrr, like 8-12 hours, but ussualy we ringing to each other, and talking before sleep or like ts. but, in month before breaking up he didnt texting me like it was. yes, he saing that he loves me, but, yk, that was strange? but, in someway, i understood him, because he had a prolonged depression. I tried not to put pressure on him, not to force him to write to me. I tried to give him the warmth that he didn't get there, at home. I wanted to talk to him about it, but all the dialogues ended with him telling me, like, "don't get attached to me, if we break up it will hurt." WELL... and it hurt. After all, it was my own fault that I got involved with a MENTALLY UNHEALTHY PERSON. 
it's been over a month and I still can't let him go. I'm sad and I'm waiting for him to write to me. I miss you, honey-bunny:(