Bobby fans are people too!

Uhh... So.. Hi I guess? Gotta start somewhere. Don't know what I should use this for; might as well talk about my shitty week.

Yeah, had an ass of a week. Working all night tonight (Jerry in heaven save me!), it will probably be fine tho. I am not. Hurt my knee, fuck somebodys shit up. My ass of a schedule is killing me. I should apply to schools right now so I can get the fuck outta here. Chronic laziness got in the way tho.

I really am just failures piling up at this point.

Haven't heard back from the ol' lads wanting to start up the band again. As if that is a good idea currently. Don't know if it will work out for me either; chugging mertul mertul isn't that much of a rewarding artistic outlet for me anymore. As if any novel stuff I brought up to the table were thought of highly. Brought up that we could do some Wilco country rock thing instead but I don't think that got through. That's what you get for being an asshole with opinions I guess.

However, I did manage to cobble together some tiny loops today! One was a Ralph records sounding thing with some gross resampling, the other was an impossible 11/8 thing with a really annoying mini moog solo. Writer's block and over-orchestration got me though and I lft it at that. I need to push myself into continuing this even if the latter thing only sounds good for a few bars. Imagine if I could become a full-blown basement progger! ha ha!

I think my mother hates me too. She has been avoiding me as soon as I get home and would like to vent things :( Whatever, C'est le vie.

Ending on a starting note. Hope you like marmelade.