Procrastination = THE WORST TYPE OF HYPNOSIS

I FUCKING HATE PROCRASTINATING BUT ITS HARDWIRED AND SOULDERED INTO MY MOTHERBOARD AND HAS PLAGUED MY CIRCUITS. WHY SHOULD I FIXATE ON CONSUMING THIS DRAINING FORM OF MEDIA THAT GIVES ME MY DOPHAMINE HIT FOR ONLY 3 SECONDS AT MOST.

i feel like im about to miss everything with how much i spend dok.scrolling reels after i already unglued myself from tiktok. i brute force through sheer will against it but I, ME, MY BRAIN is still in rehab from the QUARENTINE. my health slowly depletes the more i spend less time consuming each piece of scrollable media. I HATE HOW THIS IS THE NORM OF WHAT SHOULD BE DONE WHEN NOT BUSY. maybe im just a wannabe that wants to live in the age of old media. a poser in a sea of realist, you cant tell which is the faker. this melodramatic way of thinking makes my head hurt.