Numbness

This is a stream of thought I have been having recently. Everything these days just feels... numb. The buildings we see in our cities, the websites we visit and even the things we are taught in school or other education are just lifeless. No one really shows empathy anymore... It feels as if the world has been sucked into a haze of gray. We see things on the new every day that should shock or disgust us, but we feel... nothing. Is it because it's normalized now? Is it just the fact that we as a planet are tired? Tired of being pushed to the absolute limit of what we can take? This has continued to be a personal struggle for me recently. It feels like I have been infected with this numbness. Things that I used to get happy about or smile about just don't get any feeling from me anymore. Even people feel so empty these days. That's why I love individuality so much. It feels like there's a certain way or path to do things that the world wants us to follow. Somehow apparently it's also become cool to be nonchalant or not care about things??? I guess what I'm saying is that it feels like colour is slowly being drained from the world. I get that bad things have always happened and always will probably happen. But they feel normal now. And that shouldn't be okay. We shouldn't accept it. But we have to. I guess that's the messed up part. Basically what I'm trying to say is that I care deeply about things. Even if I can't "feel" that I do. And I want that to become normal again.