It's been ages

Meanwhile i repeated my last year of uni and dropped out, what a surprise am I right ?

I love that barely nobody reads these entries, I wished I had published more in the past year. I've been on a love-hate relationship with my computer and everything I could do with it, and instead used the much smaller, much more intimate and less workplace-y computer that accompagnies me everywhere I go to dumb myself haha

I just watched Technology Connections' video about curiosity and algorithms, and it made me miss the, well, curious, adventurous teenager I used to be, that little dweeb who kept his Skyblog religiously even if it was a dying, even already dead platform. It is possible to have friends and relationships here, and it is something I wish to accomplish. So, I'll update my page, try the fix the layout to make it more personal, and I'll try to keep you guys updated, even if nobody reads me !

On a similar note, I used to write all the time. These last few months, I've stopped entirely. So, if I can, sorry for the angst, understand my feelings better, and try to navigate life as a young adult through starting to write again, I should give it a go.

What has been going on ? Struggles to gat proper mental health care, troubles about what it means to be in a realtionship and to live with that person when I know myself to be quite smothering, and she is quite a bit helself, and thus, struggles to find room for our own identities and needs, I'll write more about it. Maybe I could find myself enjoying reddit, lol. Anyways I want to find ways to activate my brain and to enjoy myself and aren't cuddling in bed, or sleeping in bed, or scrolling in bed. Look at me, I'm on the couch !

Well, I'll try to keep writing here :)

Listening to Maybe This Time by Liza Minelli