Hurtful things affect my future boundaries

Omgg so like I saw somethingg about me

i already talked about it on the conservative social media on my private acc but not much

so i will probs talk about it here... ppl dont rlly seem to care that im on spacehey anyway XD

So i meet ALOT of bad ppl... they would do alot of hurtful things towards me

but recently I saw that I got alot more uncomfortable with things because of that >_>

EXAMPLE: there was this weird guy that kept trying to hug me and kiss me when i was cosplaying Ralsei and they were cosplay Kris on roblox, I blocked them but had to unblock them back because my other friends were VERY good friends with that person and just thought i was overreacting.

They were like the nice guy.. a guy that was for some reason rude towards male people but not to people who were/are female.

I sadly had to deal with them since ppl thought they changed... EVEN after their closest friends were not that close anymore and all that drama we had.

 I have been gaslight to think that too by other ppl but then i saw how weird they are-

Fast forward to the present time, I have this cool friend from Canada, who also had interactions with that guy and thought they were weird since they also kept trynna do the same thing to her

She like tried to hug me like yk regular way no ill intentions shes almost an adult too XD

but something kept telling me to back tf away from her and made me a bit anxious

other than that example theres also another one

I once encountered a weird person who i thought was trustworthy (after talking for like freaking 2 hours) told me to go to a room that was like away from everyone else, it was also restricted too and we were the only ones that could go in it (we had high levels lol)

i thought she was gonna tell me some tea about her life since a lot of ppl i met did that Xp

but

something else

happened

and I blocked them immediently

another fast forward a friend of mine wanted to show me a secret place in the same game

Which I refused-

i always feel some kind of fear whenever something has the same start as another thing that affected me really badly

i wanna tell the canadian person that

but im scared she will hate me because i dont trust her that much